As if in a trance, Notes - The Gothic

Epistemological paranoia settles in—what is true? Who is on my side? Where is my side?

Notes - The Gothic

No wonder that neurosis underlies this paradox: everything is internalized, even the weather and the fate of the planet are down to us, and yet we can do only what the medium affords us—externalize, communicate.

The dark forest theory of the internet is about the risk tied to the very passport we need to enter our everyday cyberspace: communication, screening the self, telling the truth about ourselves, revealing or concealing our coordinates.

15 Fisher, Mark, Ghosts of my Life: Writings on Depression, Hauntology, and Lost Futures, Zero Books, Winchester, UK, 2014. Digital edition

By giving undue attention to thoughts, especially those that we believe to be ours, “it is not only that we deceive ourselves; it is also that we are deceived about having a self.”

This is why settling the truth is the internet’s guiding paranoia—what does she really think; but who are they, really, underneath, unbeknownst to themselves—as is making endless interpretations, self-disclosures and declarations so that there is no doubt about the intentions of the other, or our own.

Entropy

A scientific measurement of the disorder, randomness or unusable energy in a particular system